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There was no sex in the dream, btw.
That I hate college. When everyone is out and I sit here listening to music and thinking about shit. What shit? Nothing major, just shit that fills my head.
It makes me feel so alone.
But I shall wait patiently and someone will arrive in my life and change it. I know it.
- Mood:
lonely - Music:"Lamb of God" by Marilyn Manson
Marilyn FUCKING Manson. February 11, 2008. Hell fucking yeah.
Happy New Year, btw.
- Mood:
ecstatic - Music:Marilyn Manson
I need to stop caring and I need to detach. I think I could if I hung out with him more. I havent seen him properly in six months and until I do, I think he will always have my heart. Seeing him with her will break me if he isn't mine for at least an hour before. Listening to "Number Two Girl" at that show will cause me to break down in the crowd, and we can't have that. *sigh* What do you do when you love your best friend? Nothing. You can do nothing...and that's the point, isn't it?
Youtube is a god.
'Nuf said
- Mood:Obsessive
It has been one hell of a semester and things are moving too fast.
Just gotta take what comes at you, though.
I have an odd liking for packing. It constitutes change, which is good every once in awhile.
Also, my shedule is getting more and more fucked for next semester. Gross.
- Mood:
hopeful - Music:Shipping Up To Boston--Dropkick Murphys
Something about the cold and the snow makes one question the world.
Fuck that. I am so close, but already so sick. I have to use my strength to get me through.
If it is anything like hers, it can be done. If it is anything less, then I shall have to settle for the best I can get.
I just don't get it, and at this point I never will.
I've just got to fake it.
- Mood:
uncomfortable - Music:Psycho by Puddle of Mudd
One paper down, one to go.
I just want to blast music and sing at the top of my lungs.
I am glad the boy liked his gift.
No gypsy boy was sad, but hopefully it will happen next week.
Food is awesome.
Our redition of "O Christmas Tree" was the best and no one can beat it.
O Fair Ely, Oh Fair Ely
Your dirty stairs delight us
OFE, OFE
Your moldy walls excite us
A hairy drain
Late fire drills
Communal bathrooms
Youtube thrills
OFE, OFE
The vending machine ate my dollar
OFE, OFE
My room couldn't get any smaller
A hairy drain
Late fire drills
Communal bathrooms
Youtube thrills
OFE, OFE
You're still better than Melrose
The thrill of competition was thwarted.
I got a necklace. Yay?
- Location:WJC
- Mood:
numb - Music:All Around Me by Flyleaf
Это - для Sasha.
It is weird having a Xanga and a livejournal. I don't know what to say on either of them that I haven't already said.
Formal last night was awesome.
Collages rock.
I have shit to do that I don't want to do.
Gypsy boys make me nervous.
I think I am ready to go home.
Most days I don't miss how it used to be, but sometimes I do.
I miss them all right now.
- Mood: hopeful
- Music:Song For A Friend by Vedera
Well, it has been over three years since I was here last....wow...that's crazy.
You know, so much has changed, but I am still the same. I see myself in all the old posts I deleted. I am ultimatly the same person, just better.
I am in college and I have no idea what I am going to do my life...but most people don't, so it is not that troublesome.
My first semester is almost over and it scares me in so many ways.
This will get edited so much the next week. Be prepared.
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:Evanescence
